Special

 

If you ask me if being gay is a choice, I would say YES wholeheartedly. I chose to be gay. I chose not to be straight. I chose to like girls. I chose not to lie. I chose to be happy. I chose to be me. Just like you chose to be straight. Just like you chose not to be gay. Just like you chose not to lie. Just like you chose to like boys. Just like you chose to be happy. Just like you chose to be you. 

So why won’t you let me be happy? Why am I not special? Why don’t I deserve everything the world has to offer? Why won’t you share? Why don’t you care? Why can’t you understand? Why am I different?

I’m not trying to take anything away from you, I just want to be like you, happy. I just want to be recognised. I want to be equal. I only want to share the basics like love, peace, marriage, hopes, dreams. When has love ever hurt anyone? How is my love going to hurt you? Why won’t you let me love? Why are you so selfish? Why won’t you fight for me? Why don’t you love me? Am I that different from you? 

Am I not special enough?

 

Not Just A One Night Stand

If I’m going to do this, I’m going to do this right. Take you out to dinner, get to know you. Feel the chills when I kiss you. See fireworks when I make love to you. Hold and comfort you when you are sad. Hug you when you are happy. Relax you when you are tense. Cuddle you when you feel lonely. Calm you when you are angry. Wake up next to you in the morning. Kiss you when I want to. Serenade you because you deserve it. Cherish you because you are precious. Appreciate you because you are amazing. Fight for you because you are worth it. Love you because I can. Plan my future with you because you are all that I want. Marry you because you are the love of my life. Raise a daughter with you. Fight over silly things with you. Take care of you. Do anything for you. Grow old with you. Die for you. Die by you. Most of all, love you. Love you like no other. Love you the way you should be loved. Love you because you deserve all the love in the world. I want it all. Not just a one night stand.